I am officially cracked

I have entered full on study for the bar mode. Just like before finals. I'm in top mental shape, but my emotional and psychological (and for some reason spelling) facilities are a mess. I apologize to all of you that may have to cross my path. My responses won't make sense, I'll be touchy and crabby and needy. But nothing you do will be right, so don't worry. This should (please Lord) be the last time I ever have to go through anything like this. Three weeks. I'll be done on July 28th, and then, well, I don't know what normal me is anymore, but I will be back to a semblance of myself. Pray for me, and the others that are taking this bastard of a torture test. I apologize again, because I know I'm gonna be a mess and will make an ass of myself. I'll try not to impose that person on anyone. It's hermit-time.